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"Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?

"A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread. This thread is sacrosant.Thank you"

Moncurs Putting Iron 11:58 Tue May 21 Just went through something similar. Just getting my head back on track.

"Quick update and word of thanks. I posted recently about job shakes ups and long term redundancy with several date changes and how it was getting me down. Well I am staying put, wiser and more open to change if it happens again and with a plan of my own. Thanks all for your sage advice and just listening. Onwards and upwards and ready to pay my good fortune forward."

Thanks Pents

"Last I heard he was focusing on avoiding Old school mates, focusing on work and family and good."

Haven’t heard from Block for ages Has anybody checked to see if he is ok? Would appreciate it if somebody could find out

"Peckham 10:55 Wed May 15 Being alive is a superb place to start my friend, very grateful and relieved to hear from you."

"Pentonville!Peckham - Guys I really hope you're finding a way through your troubles. Sincere best wishes! PS - Pents on your recommendation I'm lumping on Usyk, haha! I really like the boxing threads as there some knowledgeable people on there and it doesn't (usually) get out of hand!"

I've whatsappd u

I've whatsappd u

Too scared to sleep. But alive

"Love ya bud, glad ur back !"

who ever reads this THANK U for making today so nice C0YIS different class family

"@ Darlo Debs - So sorry I missed your posts, change in circumstances means I am far less able to be on the site or this thread all my best wishes and positive thoughts coming your way, as an atheist I cannot thoughts and prayers and I am not sure Farts and Hairs will be a comfort but rooting for you girl ;-) @chevy your post is heavy but your style is stoic and matter of fact, I really admire that. Kudos. Hope you get to or stay in a good place for you. @Peckham WHO knows mate, WHO knows and accepts you at your worst, your best and everything in between. We *Might* show it with insults and various degrees of massive cuntery but we still do. Reach out when you are able and see this site with a massive collective sigh of relief. Hope to hear from you sometime soon"

":If anyone knows where Peckham is or has contacts, send them to me and ll be buying him a beer face to face within 24 hours and seeing what can be done."

The poem is indeed genius but more importantly does anyone have his number? I lost my phone and alot of numbers PECKHAM YOU HAVE WHOMAIL

"Peckham, that's a powerful poem, sorry to hear the pain and anguish in it. I really hope you can find peace and stability."

"peckham, u have whomail mate"

I got a calf pain a few years back then shortness of breath when I walked. Turned out it was DVT (deep vein thrombosis) so they put me on a Xeralto (blood thinner). Stopped using it after 6 months then same thing happened in the other calf. After 3 years I stopped taking them (not advised by my docs) but as I wasn’t working from home anymore sitting on a wooden barstool on a laptop for 4 hours at a time. Nothing since then but after a football injury I had a random blood test and found out I had haemochromitosis which is a genetic condition where the body doesn’t get rid of the Iron in your blood. Apparently it’s common with people with Celtic decent. So now I have to go to the cancer day unit every fortnight and get a pint of blood taken out although I’m now only having to go once only every 6-7 months as the levels are pretty much down to normal. But my sisters are having the same stuff. Still weird being in a ward where your having blood removed while chemo patients next to me and opposite are having stuff put in.

"Pecks - you're one of the few posters that give this site it's special charisma - keep your pecker up (bad pun 100% intentional). If you've got any connection with Havering, try ""Hope4Havering"" (https://thebreweryromford.com/hope4havering/). You may have to gain access through the council office in the Liberty, but that's quite painless and can be a ""same day solution"". You could end up being housed in any London borough depending on how the property availability goes."

"I miss Gavros so much. He called me the week he popped clogs. TO BE HONEST I have been in the mental health system for 2 years no since my old dear died. 5 funerals last year, all army pals. I am cllose to the edge, got a myriad of tablets , take 16 a day, have done for 25 years, only to be told last week misdiagnosed and Im fucking from prescribed meds. Made a noose in my room. Chelsea the cunts are evicting me. Thats me in the blue cap. I should be ashamed, but depression, killing people and people wanting to kill you puts shame on the back burner. Been homeless once and can not bare it again. https://www.express.co.uk/news/uk/1091091/war-hero-veteran-army-David-Knight-food-banks-universal-credit/amp https://www.magzter.com/stories/newspaper/Evening-Standard/BOEHLY-VS-THE-VETERANS-INSIDE-CHELSEAS-BUSTUP Defjam and you lot our good good fellas, but who wants to know a suicidal maniac. Only thing I live for is too leave a poem as some form of legacy. A poem by David Peckham BrainPAIN. I am not going to sugar-coat this and lie, The truth hurts, people do hang and die. Sticks and Stones may break my bones, BUT the pain is all in my head from when the cold hearted bastards shot my friend Fred dead. I have no fear of joining him, no fear of dying, I sit in darkness, shaking, trembling and crying. All I can hear is Fred gasping his last breathes, He is whispering, fighting death, all I hear is over and over – Down the eyes of a spear do not fuck with an Infanteer. Down the eye of a spear, do not fuck with an Infanteer. For on this lonely road, I learn to see, The beauty in the stillness, the mystery. A journey of self, both dark and bright LIKE a shining Knight, As I walk alone, into the endless fight. And though the road may seem long and cold,l will keep on walking, bold and bold. For in the loneliness, I find my way, On this winding path, where dreams hold sway. DAVID PECKHAM 2024. ENTITLED HAVE FUN GRAB A GUN. LA BONITA FÁBRICA DE SUEÑOS A shit HOT BOOK OF POEMS."

northbankboy68 11:36 I'll echo that sentiment fella. Hope all's good Debs üëç

Thanks NBB West my lot even think.the issue is hormone driven Have an appointment next week.regarding s blood test results that someone else previously told me there was no issue with .

"Darlo Debs 6:26 Thu May 2 I had the same when dealing with neurology , psychiatry and a GP they all had different ideas. Given me conflicting medication that gave me leg cramp. I now google everything if and when prescribed new meds. I am in a weaning myself of of Sertraline now back down to 5omg for another week then 25mg for 2 week and then off of them"

"Wishing you the best, Debs and that the meds do their job."

Thank you Pents & Charley very kind of you..