Anxiety/depression

[Tomshardware]

"Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?

"A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread. This thread is sacrosant.Thank you"

[Mace66]

"What Francois said Hopefully it’s all gone through and you’ll be getting the short term help you need for your own safety over the next 4 weeks. You’ll be ok Pentonville, it may not feel like it now but you will be … all the best"

[FrancoisVanDerElst]

"Good luck Pentoville Being sectioned sounds worse than it is Hopefully it will keep you safe and allow your head to relax Looks like it’s exactly what you need, you will find people in similar and worse situations hope you make it thru"

[FrancoisVanDerElst]

"Good luck Pentoville Being sectioned sounds worse than it is Hopefully it will keep you safe and allow your head to relax Looks like it’s exactly what you need, you will find people in similar and worse situations hope you make it thru"

[Tomshardware]

"Get well Pents, West Ham family behind you, and live for your boy, he will need his dad. ‚öí"

[Westham67]

Warchild 10:55 Sun Jan 2 f he is sectioned then he won't have much contact with the outside world only visitors. No news is good news in these cases. He has to get sober and stay sober before starting with his personal issue

[panamahat]

"I think drying out from liquor could take longer than most other withdrawals , I only drink/drunk beer so don’t know that harder version . I jonesed alone off Methadone ( in the attic of my Mums house , my wife had left me by then & I was rock bottom ) but Penters needs some recognized assistance as well as the will to turn things around ."

[panamahat]

"I think drying out from liquor could take longer than most other withdrawals , I only drink/drunk beer so don’t know that harder version . I jonesed alone off Methadone ( in the attic of my Mums house , my wife had left me by then & I was rock bottom ) but Penters needs some recognized assistance as well as the will to turn things around ."

[panamahat]

"67 , shit that is harsh , the poor parents . I almost always jacked up the Opiates with an upper ( mostly Sulphate or Ritalin ) so only ended up OD’ing just the once in the bogs at Piccadilly Circus on Palfium , woke up half an hour later with a sprained neck ."

[Warchild]

Fuck me this is hard reading. If anyone has any updates on Pentonville over the coming days please post them.

[Westham67]

I tried smack once and didn't like it. We were banging up speed and temazepam in the early mid-80s. My mate has hep C from sharing sets. A bird I was sharing with and shagging got diagnosed with AIDS which was a death sentence at that time. I had a test and I was told I am a very lucky man when my test came back negative Smack wiped out 4 brothers I knew from the same family I knew all ODs another mate whose father intruded him to samck ODed

[panamahat]

"Marc , you won’t die of the withdrawals as long as you taper down with Valium on a regulated squedule , the Ashton Method I think it’s called. You will need some anticonvulsants for the first few days then into the Vallies . I’’ve got that massive vid of Raff , Get clean for him mate . 2 years ago I was told I might need a liver transplant , had a tumour there , decades of drinking on top of Hep C after being down the Dilly in the 80’s with all the Smack & Diconal mischief down there . I will alsways have Cirrhosis ( tumour was ablated ) but can still have a few bevies when I’m in a cool social situation every couple of weeks odd with little harm done . Like others have said on this thread things do get better 🙏🏻⚒"

[Mike Oxsaw]

"My ex- was an absolute bitch - denied me access to my 3 daughters for the best part of 2 years after our divorce but I kept at it, even when it looked all over, never gave up that last glimmer of hope, and that pulled me through. Bottom line was that after her fighting like a possessed demon for all that time they came to live with me in Sweden and we wandered about Europe until we settled in the Netherlands, where they still are. Never give up hope - even in the darkest of hours. The sun will rise on a new day."

[Dicko75]

Knock the booze and gear. Get heathy. See your son again. Today’s the start of that. Good luck fella x

[Pentonville]

He has kept me talking for 3 days. Told me his love for Fulham and then this morning he text saying you beat the Palace scum A French doctor. The thing is I got to let him into my home later and I'm ashamed. I thought he is just a brain doctor so I told him I've wet myself and can't go to toilet and he said don't worry Marc I'm also medcially trained doctor. He also runs a charity that helps people who worked in entertainment that suffer mental disorder. I mean the man is a god for me but I'm starting to shit myself at the thought of handing myself over to someonee He is driving over himself to get me. But this is the moment isn't it. I've got to want it. Gents my brain is fucked.

[goose]

"You said yourself that this doctor is amazing. Give him a chance to work his magic then, he might surprise you and this might be a turning point. Just give it a chance."

[Pentonville]

Whoever has the video of my son saying we are massive. Spread it to everyone please. That's my boy. Gents I think I'm done I'm going to say hello to gavros and pig destroyer and all the others. We will be looking down on you all. Be good. Be nice and don't take your life or family for granted xxxxx

[Pentonville]

"I've sat in my bedroom for a month now. Lights off. Rocking back and forth and trying to drink myself to death. Looking at photos of my son. That's a long time to do that. Can't shit. No food. Barely any sleep. Just looking at photos of raff. My boy. He has kept me breathing. But then I weep all day thinking about him. I found an amazing doctor at cannes hospital who has a home in Fulham so his English is perfect. He has kept me talking all night. Sent me a message with the result. He is coming in his own car to get me. He said I should hang in there and that today is the start of a new chapter but I'm freaking. I'm scared. Guys I'm so scared. I just want to cuddle my son. Tell you now, this doctor is amazing. If I decide to do this then he needs a medal. But I must admit...im starting to panic and know I've got 5 hours to fuck off."

[Pentonville]

I'm being sectioned today. Thank you to everyone. But gents you need to know. My wife stole my son. Anyone who I speak to will know how close me and my boy are. Promise me if u never hear from me again that you will look into this. Father's for justice. I'm not attention seeking.. im so empty. Just thank you everyone. Even you crossed ‚öí. She took my son away cos I said I don't like her. I have a doctor coming after lunch and he is taking me to the asylum. I believe I will die from withdrawals. If you don't hear from me within a week it means I did. Please please look into the situation. Block show everyone photos of my son. Today is the most difficult day of my life. Its like going to prison again. I love you all. I should not have moved to France. Its actually shite. I saw the result yesterday. Brilliant. Made me smile. My boy is called Raff and he is 3 and he is west ham. Bye gents xx

[hammerintheorient]

Hold you head high lads and lasses. Difficult time or year. Let's be 'thete' for each other. Happy New Year! üíï

[panamahat]

"A very Happy New Year to everybody on this thread , keep battling all & one ."

[Westham67]

I know how you feel White Pony its a grind sometimes. I try and take it a day at a time but it's easier said than done

[White Pony]

A few fireworks don’t change anything. Life is still pretty fucking terrible.

[Irish Hammer]

"This year is going to be a good year for us all. And never forget, no matter how dark the day, your sun WILL shine again. This thread is always here, use it if you need it, and we’ll all support one another. #WestHamFamily Take care, Phil"

[ted fenton]

Very true 67 I'm now 28 months sober and just had my third Christmas it's so nice to see my Grandsons and family all enjoying themselves and remembering what presents I received and who gave them to me shame I didn't give it up before I got liver disease. Happy New year to all on this thread WHO does have it's merits and this thread is one of them. X

[Jasnik]

Well done to all on this thread. Keep your peckers up.